决定权

I can't remember how many time, but i know is countless times I had complain 'Why the right of decision is not on me?' when i being ask to do something or sometime I need to do something that i not willing did. Why I can't get the job and the tasks I want? Why I born in M'sia, an unfair country toward Chinese? and lot of why toward anything I don't like or I don't feel like to do. At the same time of asking this question, how many of us had though what the the right of decision give to you, what is your decision and is that your decision is fair to other as well? You don't like that tasks being assign, then what you want to do? A more simple question, if you complain on your current life situation, than what you want your life to be?
I'm the one who always complain to myself, my life is not happy, the tasks is something i not prefer, income is lower than expected and others. What when think what what i want to be and what decision I want to make to change any of this? Never have any result will come out. I want to start my own business, but what i need to consider and how can I make it? Than I can't think of it and at the same time, I don't like to think further about it. I not even like to think what I want, how other will make a decision that I accept happily? Making a decision is hard, heavy responsibility and need to bare the consequent. Everyone know how to blame other can't come out the fair and acceptable decision, but how many among the complainer can come out a better solution/decision? People who complain on their life is not on their hand is people who not dare and not capable to make their own decision. Smart people will learn how to make decision and change it later, normally people will keep it silent since they know they can't make the change and others will make lot of noise and self-appreciation to let themselves feel better. how about you?
三心二意无定性, 四处徘徊不专精, 仅管条条大路通长安, 却永远无法到达终点! -静思语